School

as I write this school is in
4 days
12 hours
and 49 minutes

On one hand I really do want to go back.
I want to go back into my deep sleep where the big issues are things like being at class on time.
I want to start doing productive things.
I want to full up my time table so I have almost no free time on my hands.
I want a good LA.

On the other hand I would rather kill myself than go back.
I am so so scared of seeing people I haven't seen for weeks.
I'm not really in a people mood lately :P


let me die